indeed it makes me proud thinking and saying to people that i could make it on my own. that i've always been independent and no one could just tell me what and what not to do.
i may have shown sheer strength and composure amidst stressful times. i may have convinced myself and the rest of humanity that i am indeed patience and strength personified.
but i have to start admitting to myself and to everyone else that it's but a cover up.
in truth, i'm just one hell of a scared girl always wary about letting my defenses down.
wow, i didn't mean for it to come out that way. i initially wanted to start out this blogpost as some review for the movie Sex and the City which i saw a week ago. quite long overdue eh but a lof things happened lately and it just had to take a backseat.
but i realize now that more than anything else, my review for the film might still be able to come out while i get to thank all my friends, girls and boys alike out there.
it is indeed nice know that while these SATC girls, Carrie, Miranda, Samantha and Charlotte got each other I myself have my own set of Mirandas and Charlottes, and Carries, and Samanthas in my midst too.
I'd like to take this chance to show my appreciation and gratitude to my friends back in grade school and high school namely Lala, Sugar, Den-den, Mitz, Inah, Lol, Jap, etc.
My college friend, Ron who's going to leave me soon too. *sniff-sniff*
My housemates Jenn, Andrea, Ai, Tsak, Andy, Juju, Mimi, Ellaine, Ally, Ian, hebe (Jen).
My kalandian Haze, Oliver (nils), Rene (lolo blue) Mark (darth), Flor , etc
Some people i barely know who sent me messages. and those i regularly bug online when i'm not feeling so good about myself.
My officemates esp. Phen, and Ramil (who came back and took a lot of load off my back yey!) and my boss for giving in to my demands haha!
Tsak, for the hugs and everything else.
Xan, my mom and my family for always giving me the roots to go back to anytime.
And for the entire universe for reminding me over and over again that i am loved, that i am important, that when all else seems to be not going great as i want them to be, i am assured that my back's being covered. that there will always be someone/twos/threes who can hold my hand and assure me that things will just be alright.
oh well, just watch the movie and get to bask at the feeling of being with good friends for all time.